Here I am, again.

This is me

here I am

again.

I’m stuck

in the same place

again.

I’ve fallen

in the same hole

and I’m back at the start.

Broke the promise

I made

to myself

because this is me

here again

stuck in the same place

and down in that hole

again.

I keep making the same mistakes.

Crying the same tears.

Walking backwards

through the unbearable pain.

Pain

I’ve been through before

and promised I'd never return too,

again.

Living life in reverse.

Rewind, fast-forward and rewind

again.

I’m a broken tape,

scratched vinyl.

Skipping and repeating

again.

I’m me

And I’m here

I’m stuck

And I’ve fallen.

I’m back to the start

breaking

again.